Jaha. Man förändras verkligen kan jag lova. Detta var i nian. Jag överdoserade smink & älskade att...leka med min tunga. No more comments.

Usch. Fett mycket ångest nu. Vaknade imorse med jätte mkt halsbränna, hosta & snuva och så hade jag fett ont i magen och i huvudet så jag orkade helt enkelt inte ta mig upp. Nu lite senare då jag piggnat till ångrar jag mig!! Fan att jag inte drog med på klassutflykten, vad fan ska jag göra hemma tills på fredag?!

Imorrn blir det skola! Haha tänka sig att jag faktiskt saknat skolan...!
Peace out, sleep tight, cya imooorgen!

Idag är det söndag (NOOO SHIIIT, I know) och jag har gjort i princip allt vad det innebär Städat, bytt sängkläder, damsugat, duschat och andvänt rikligt med hårinpackning så den svarta färgen släpper lite förhoppningsvis osv osv osv. Imorrn äre skola och första lektionen är typ tre timmars idrott, najs va? Jag som inte ens är 100% frisk än.

Menmen, ska torka håret nu och fräscha till mig. Har sett ut som buddahs farmor i några dagar nu...(fast lite smalare kanske. Har rasat i vikt pga sjuukan...)

Peace brooh


Mitt hår har äntligen börjat kännas mkt tjockare, kolla bara hur tunt det var förut!! Kolla där längst ner.. Jag som brukade ha feeett tjockt hår förr :(

Our first touch was like wildfire
Two hearts dancing on a highwire
Too young to know what’s right
But too much in love to try to fight it

I should've known. I should've known.

Well this is about assholes in general. It's based on the feeling of being taken for granted and not feeling important at all. Hope you'll like it :)

You're late again
I'm callin' you up
You're with your friends
Seems like you forgot

And just cuz you are you
You think an excuse
Can settle it fine
But baby I'm done

You say I'm the one
But I don't come first
Why not say goodbye
Since I'm nothin' worth

So...

REF:
What do you need me for?
You seem to have fun anyways
It's time to come clean boy
Seems like I'm just a phase
When your money's out
When homies ain't around
You use me to waste time
But babe I've had enough
What do you need me for?
Tell me boy

I'm changing my plans
Makin' time for you
You say you'll be there
And I'm such a fool

For thinkin' this could be real
For believing you feel as I feel
But you're just playin' with me

So...

REF:
What do you need me for?
You seem to have fun anyways
It's time to come clean boy
Seems like I'm just a phase
When your money's out
When homies ain't around
You use me to waste time
But babe I've had enough
What do you need me for?
Tell me boy

And babe when your life's empty
You'll be the real fool
Flashbacks of me leaving
Cuz that's what imma do
And I know soon I will see you with another girl
But I'll be smiling thinkin; thank god I'm not her

So...

REF:
What do you need me for?
You seem to have fun anyways
It's time to come clean boy
Seems like I'm just a phase
When your money's out
When homies ain't around
You use me to waste time
But babe I've had enough
What do you need me for?
Tell me boy

Äcklig hosta, feber och ont i hela kroppen! Nepp, inge skola imorrn heller! Förhoppningsvis mår jag iaf bättre mot kvällen imorrn, måste verkligen ut och hitta på ngt då , är så himla less på mitt rum och den här sängen! Hör av er om ngn vill hitta på nåt imorgon kväll...;)

Peace out ♥

I wrote this song about truly desperate love. It's the kind of love where you fall so hard it's pretty damn unhealthy for you and you would do just anything to be with this person. And somehow he made you believe it would last forever but then when it doesn't you're in schock and there's only one thing running through your mind: I have to get him back, he has to come back for me! Even though you know deep inside you should be moving on. So this song is about that really desperate phase, when you can't do anything but wait and hope for him.

Such a long time
You had to make me sure
It would be you and I
There's nothing you'd give it up for

And I got used to
Wakin' up and see you
Right there at my side
Where you remained every night

You disarmed me and taught me to smile
Said: "Let the walls fall, you don't need them now"
Yeah that's what you used to say
I recall as you walk away

But I can't lose you
Don't let me lose you

REF.
So if I wait and stay patient
If I stay and don't be hatin'
If I keep my eyes open
Get used to being a little colder
If I pretend that I'm not broken
If I keep my eyes wide open
And if I push myself to believe
Maybe you'd come back for me

Curled up in my bed
Tryna' ignore this heavy head
And don't cry, I tell myself
It's not gonna change that he left

I don't wanna think but I have to hope
Never thought I would see you go
And you might have made this heart break
But my heart will always wait

And you promised me forever, well your forever seem really short
And you held my hands sayin' "There's nothing I'd give you up for"

REF.
So if I wait and stay patient
If I stay and don't be hatin'
If I keep my eyes open
Get used to being a little colder
If I pretend that I'm not broken
If I keep my eyes wide open
And if I push myself to believe
Maybe you'd come back for me

They tell me to let go
Oh, why can't I just let go?
"Honey you will fade,
is he worth the pain?"
They say

And I don't know what to think anymore
Here's all I really do know
I know why the feeling won't leave
Cuz baby you've got me way in too deep!

REF.
So if I wait and stay patient
If I stay and don't be hatin'
If I keep my eyes open
Get used to being a little colder
If I pretend that I'm not broken
If I keep my eyes wide open
And if I push myself to believe
Maybe you'd come back for me

Won't you come back for me...?
Oh just please come back for me

Baby I'm still waiting...

Fyfan vad jag nördade Love The Way You Lie förut. Började lyssna på den direkt då Eminems senaste album kom ut, tyckte den va asbra och det förvånade mig inte att den blev så stor! Iaf, nu har jag börjat nörda den igen. Vet inte riktigt varför Kanske för att jag förstår texten mycket mer än vad jag gjorde förut? Känner verkligen med det dom sjunger. Kan relatera mer nu.
This song is a lyrical miracle ♥

Om jag så bara kommer få en enda sak på min födelsedag så är det bara en grej jag ändå egentligen vill ha! Jag har skrivit låtar sen jag var sju år och nu är det dags att få börja kompa dem också. Jag har alltid haft lätt för piano till skillnad från gitarr så därför har jag siktet på en keyboard så jag kan träna hemma everyday . Gaah so excited, gud vad skönt de ska bli att kunna kompa sina egna låtar! Då känns dom lite mer...fullständiga! Och då kan man även uppträda med sina egna låtar, eftersom att sjunga andras låtar alltid varit lite problematiskt för mig. När jag skriver mina egna låtar så kan jag anpassa dem direkt till min röst, till skillnad från andra låtar:)

This is a freakin piece of art. Taylor Swift performed with her song "Back To December" (a sorry-song for Taylor Lautner) but mixed it up with two other songs in the end; Too Late To Apologize and her own song You're Not Sorry.
Did I mention that Taylor Lautner was in the audience while she was performing this? They seem to be friends now because in one of her recent shows Taylor Lautner was there and Swifty went down to hug him and some friends. She also changed "So if the chain is on your door I understand" to "So this is for the boy from Michigan" That's so sweet!!

Color: It's always been like gold and silver, really odd colors, but honestly when I think about it.. I think it's white. I love white. I dress upp pretty good in white. It's innocent and beautiful.
Food: Cheesecake. I could eat that stuff all day long!
Holiday: New Years eve probably! It's such a magical feeling in the air every time you're counting down to a whole new year, and sometimes maybe even a decade.
Hobby: Dancing. I haven't been doing that for quite a while, but I will always love it. I'm not a pro, I've been to dance classes before but these days I'm more like that pyjamas girl dancing alone in her room to old Britney Spears tracks.
Place: I don't think I've found my favorite place yet, I have to see the world first! But I sure do love Bologna in Italy. I miss it so much!
Season: I love summer, but I also love the autumn. It's such a beautiful season with it's falling leaves and warm clothing. And october 24th is also my birthday!
Thing to do: Write songs
Thing to write about: Love I guess, it's always the main theme
Artists: Avril Lavigne, Chris Brown, Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus, Taylor Swift, Rihanna, The Veronicas etc. etc.
Song: Gosh, that's so hard! It changes with time. Right now I love Next 2 U (Chris Brown feat. Justin Bieber) and Skyscraper by Demi Lovato.
Quality in other people : Sympathy, honesty, generosity and funny sarcasm.  
Movie: That's real hard. I love the Romeo & Juliet version with Leonardo Dicaprio. Makes me cry everytime!
Memory: I don't know... Maybe standing at the top of the Pisa tower on Christmas eve. Or maybe that one time I kissed my bf for the very first time.

Inte bara släpper de en parfym var som man kan se fram emot, de gör även en duett! Känner på mig att jag snart har en ny favoritlåt....!